my first college as my first failure.

Studienkolleg Hochschulle Anhalt was my first college in Koethen Anhalt Germany,. There were many student from indonesian and i think there have been  a college in Germany for studying by  many indonesian student.
At this college that they learn for preparing to go to university in Germany.
You can find many indonesian here. and i lived with them.
Koethen is the very small city in East Germany. i was there because i passed my placement test , but i have never had a desire to live there. Just because of passed placement test. i have been studying there for one semester .and i have got my first nightmare while i lived in Germany.
this college has droped me out. i got bad note with 6,0 of my 5 subjects about science.
it has been embarrassing me in front of all my friends there.
just one student who is droped out at that time. The student was me.
but i tried to be stronger to be realistic . i try to think positve.
and then i was aware that i took subject of sciences over there which it's not my expectation subject.
i don't like this subject. after that case, i tried to search another college in order that i can stay in germany.
because i had sold my beloved house in Yogyakarta. and i had used fund of my father. it was very bad news if only i came back indonesia without successing . Where could i despise my face to face my family  and my friends in indonesia. Hence i tried to not stop to effort. i think it is not the end, .althoug my headmaster said i can not stay again in germany, and she said there are no chance again for you to study in Germany.
but i belive i still could success and bring to reality all of my dreams which one of all dreams is able to get Bachelor in germany. and i can come back home may be with nice car , nice house.:D
but finally i have broken the statement of my headmaster that i can not still stay in germany for studying.
afterhand i followed placement test exam in other place but of course at this chance i tried to follow what my heart has said to me. i followed voice of my heart. and i got a college in south germany namely Kaiserslautern.
i will write on my blog about it next time. :D

but however Koethen had been giving me many experiences about honesty , and confidence with myself..